I really can’t wait to go to Frisco with Jeremy in two weeks. On October 6th we will share such an amazing experience together, we will get to watch You Me At Six sing the songs we spent our whole summer singing along to when we went on our long drives.
It probably doesn’t mean as much to him as it does to me.
I wasn’t in love with you, but I was falling and you didn’t catch me…
You were my BEST FRIEND god damn it. I told you everything, I opened up to you… I gave you my heart… What hurts me more than you breaking up with me is that you don’t even need me in your life… You’re fine without me… and I thought I meant something to you in some way… I’m just so mad, and I’m so tired of it..
Tell me something, was I just a joke to you? Did you just want someone to use?
I’m already letting go of all this bullshit with you but mother fucker I gave you my heart and you just gave it back. You’re just full of shit, and you deserve to be with that chick, you’re both pretty fucking heartless.
I don’t know where we stand from here anymore. You looked straight into my eyes that night and said, “I don’t want to lose you either.” but here we are, not even speaking to one another. I miss my best friend, and it pisses me off that it’s YOUR fault.. You could of just waited until you were ready to move on from Tania, you could of and you didn’t.
The little voice inside of my head tells me to prepare for the worse because you probably wont come back. I miss you every day. Forget about the whole couple factor for a second please. I miss my BEST FRIEND, I don’t NEED you to be my boyfriend right now, I just need you to be my best friend again.
I’m at my breaking point. I give up.